Sigma Origins: Sigma Youth (Part 2): The "Change"

The important "shift" in a Sigma's "development."

Usually around the age of 16 or mid teens (sometimes earlier depending on the individual), "to-be-Sigma" youth goes through an "inner (mental) turmoil" phase of pain and distress over the uncertainty of his life obstacles and challenges all coming to hurt him at once.


This "inner mental turmoil" phase causes Sigma to come out of his "awkward" Omega-cocoon-like-stage and manifest "Alpha dominance traits EXPRESSION. The "inner (mental) turmoil" shift is exclusive to the Sigma socio-sexual rank only.


Alphas experience no such thing but the accumulation of their dominance traits matures in expression as they age into their young teens. Sigma goes into a "inner turmoil" phase as a way to "shed the Omega cocoon" of social awkwardness and anxiety and come out a "Sigma Butterfly" or more suitably, a Sigma "MOTH".

 

This is the time when the formerly socially-rejected Sigma youth, go from being ignored to being sought after. This is the time when the girls at school actually pay attention to Sigma's existence; they sure know it's not some hopeless, clueless beta-like nerd/geek/loser looking at them: "There's something different about him".

Sigma loses all his social anxiety and fear of people and can stare at people and crowds blankly without flinching awkwardness or uncomfortable eye contact with others if he wants to. He begins to feel DOMINANT. He begins to be DOMINANT.

His repressed "inner Alpha" has been awakened.

He doesn't feel like a lone loser anymore.

He feels like an Alpha w/o the crew, but now that he gets himself acquainted with his new status he feels slightly contemptuous. 'All those people hated, ignored or made my life more pain than it had to be; now everyone wants to hang out with me all of a sudden. Go figure'.

Sigma is content with his transformation but realizes in the grander scheme of things, he is still "lower" than Alpha with regards to the (main) social hierarchy. Sigma's poorly disadvantaged: he doesn't have a "well-formed" group of childhood buddies. He doesn't have a house or place to invite classmates for parties. He is bitterly at a disadvantage at attaining "Alpha status" in the High School social setting.

His only best option is to get good grades, do well in school and graduate with diploma in hand and have his lifetime to establish his "Alpha status".